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Welcome!

Thanks for comin to my site. I apologize for how messed up it is. I just started it. Have a look around.
 
You know it's funny cause as humans....we always want what we can't have...mainly because what we want doesn't want us...
 
"To love is to live...to lose is to die"
 
"Whoever said that anything is possible obviously never tried slamming a revolving door."
 
"If everyone were blind and no one could see, would you still look the same?"
 
"I wish i was 8 again becuz all he would do is tag me and i was it"
 
"When you lose everything u want, you find the only thing you need..."one person out there will know what that one thing i needed was...
 

BEST I EVER HAD....sadly now that i realize it...it's too late....

CHORUS 1:
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

CHORUS 2:
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I've ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I've ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Repeat CHORUS 2

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

Repeat CHORUS 1

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

8/7/05: I have finished my photo album. There are more recent pictures on it. You can get to it from my favorite links page. Enjoy. Oh and if you have any comments or questions on it please email me or leave a comment in the album. Thanks!
 
Anyone who reads this can pretty much figure it out for themselves.
 
Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
Im ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

 The Gift
Seether
 
Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Untill I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of me...

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What's New?

So, do you want to know what is going on in my life right now...here I will post what is going on in my life from day to day...and important dates of mine.
 
 
2/7/05: The best day of my life
3/1/80: The day my God sent angel was born
6/20/05: The day my life went to hell
4/17/89: The day me and my twin sis were born
...yea well I would put when I started this site...lol...but I can't remember...
um...yea and a few days after I started it I added pictures...they are cool....I think...anyways check them out..

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I appreciate all of those who have visited my site. If you have any opinions of how I can help it feel free to contact me. I love you all.
Becca "Rapunzel" Kirby